I miss my kids!!

I haven't been able to post anything for a couple of weeks because school started. Oh my goodness is life crazy. I started a job in a nursing home the same week school started too. Lance is also in school, so we are both stressed out. I wanted to try to get into the nursing program at Weber, but have decided that now is not the time. I never thought I would miss my kids this much! I have been there all day everyday since they were born. I kept thinking I wanted a career, so I could make money to take care of them. Life gets confusing sometimes. I do not want to miss this part of my kids life. Jaxon is talking like crazy, even Kyleigh is starting to say more. I don't want to be stressed out while trying to raise my kiddos. When momma ain't happy ain't nobody happy. I quit my job, so now I can finish off this semester and start school again someday. Being a mom is an amazing thing. I need them and they need me, even if they stress me out sometimes! It is a good stress. So I am down for playdates and everything to all those out their with kids. Time flies and I don't want to miss a second. When they are teenagers they will hate me, so I need all the love they can give me now:) I am so thankful for my awesome loving husband that puts up with my crazy ideas. I hope he knows how lucky I am to have him for a husband, he has always taken care of me. Well I think I am rambling now so I better get off of here.

Thanks for reading *Kathy*