Friday, September 19, 2008

I miss my kids!!

I haven't been able to post anything for a couple of weeks because school started. Oh my goodness is life crazy. I started a job in a nursing home the same week school started too. Lance is also in school, so we are both stressed out. I wanted to try to get into the nursing program at Weber, but have decided that now is not the time. I never thought I would miss my kids this much! I have been there all day everyday since they were born. I kept thinking I wanted a career, so I could make money to take care of them. Life gets confusing sometimes. I do not want to miss this part of my kids life. Jaxon is talking like crazy, even Kyleigh is starting to say more. I don't want to be stressed out while trying to raise my kiddos. When momma ain't happy ain't nobody happy. I quit my job, so now I can finish off this semester and start school again someday. Being a mom is an amazing thing. I need them and they need me, even if they stress me out sometimes! It is a good stress. So I am down for playdates and everything to all those out their with kids. Time flies and I don't want to miss a second. When they are teenagers they will hate me, so I need all the love they can give me now:) I am so thankful for my awesome loving husband that puts up with my crazy ideas. I hope he knows how lucky I am to have him for a husband, he has always taken care of me. Well I think I am rambling now so I better get off of here.

Thanks for reading *Kathy*

6 comments:

Amy N. said...

AH That was sweet and so true! I hope things slow down a bit for you-if for no other reason than I miss our little chats! I have been lost without them this past month.

Trissy-T said...

Good luck with everything. I'm sure the kids miss you too.

Kim said...

I miss your kids too!

Kallee and Duncan said...

Wow, Kathy you are amazing. What a hard decision but I think that you made the right decision. I would quit my job just for YOUR kids too. They are so stinkin cute! (well I don't think that would go over well with Duncan, but maybe when we have our own kids it will...) miss ya!

Jen and Emma said...

GO TO SCHOOL GIRL!!! Even if it's only one class at a time. Keep chipping away at the old block. I'm almost 32 and I'm going to finally finish my nursing degree in like nine months. It takes awhile...but you can do it!!!

Allyssa said...

I swear, all this talk about loving mom life is making me want a baby! Your kids are adorable! I would want to stay home with them too :-)